Blog more and some Christmas...

Just noticed I haven't written in about 2 weeks even though I was told ''Blog more'' it is entertaining. So here it is a bit more blogging of me.

We are now December 1st and it's a monday. Ugh. Me and Garfield would get along great. I love lasagna and freakin' hate mondays. There is nothing good that comes out of a monday, at least not for me. Unless a birthday or a holiday happens to be on a monday, I don't see what good can come out of that day. Again it's a pessimistic (Is that even how you write it? Meh.) way of looking at it and i've been working a lot on trying to see stuff as positively as possible but on a monday, I can't bring myself to do it.

However, December 1st. BOOYA. Means 2008 is that much closer to being over. In december 2007, I said: ''I'mma make 2008 a great year.'' and well life pee'd in my cheerios and 2008 was somewhat of a shitty year on love, finances and health (Well health, mental health but i'm better now... I think?) mainly because I let it ride me instead of me charging it like a stark raving mad.

Not this time. I'm going to ride the bull this year instead of letting him ride me. 2009 is looking great with all the projects underway. I guess feeling in the mood for Christmas this year helps. Last year I was out of it and there was not that much difference between me and Scrooge. Bah hum-bug. This year, I feel festive. I feel like dressing up like Santa and making kids happy. I feel like decorating a 100 feet tall Christmas tree just because I wanna feel all giddy inside just looking at it. I wanna buy everyone presents but let's not go overboard shall we? Just saying, i'm happy to feel the Christmas magic this year. I miss being a kid for that. I miss not knowing that Santa is actualy dad or uncle bob that's just a bit too drunk. I miss those 2 weeks off of snowball fights, christmas present enjoyment and over all winter love.

Also, I haven't heard THAT much about Christmas yet. I did avoid all shopping centers in November so I didn't see the decorations up since Nov 1st and I didn't hear ''Jingle Bells'' yet. Anyone working in a shopping center knows what i'm talking about, not hearing about it so early helps a lot in getting in the mood for it.

So... I'm feeling much better in my head, i'm looking forward to Christmas, 2009 is going to be a great year... No bitching and whining? No, not today. I'll keep that for tomorrow!